Everything

Every smile, every kiss
Everything that lead to this

Each perfection, every flaw
All the things that I adore

Every warm, loving embrace
Every scent and every taste

All the things you said we’d be
All the things you meant to me

Every part of me that died
When you said it was all lies


no i'm not dead and just so you know my guy and i are back together... contrary to what the poem might suggest... and we are very much in love... i will try writing some more happy poems soon... ish

new post-Malaysia-nervous

haven't posted anything in a really long time... sorry person who reads my blog... i've been in my house in Malaysia for the summer... i go back to England in 20 days... uh oh i haven't done any work for school.... SHIT!!! :-S nervously unhinged

this is what i was doing during the boring-as end-of-year service we had earlier today :-] xx

Brand New- Joy- xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

WHOOP! i have ALL the Brand New albums!!! JOY!!! soooo happy... got them from these super sweet guys on my street who go to my school!!! love them sooooooooo much right now... they also gave me a bunch of Funeral For A Friend stuff so yeah... also it's the end of the school year!!! yay!!! so happiness is insuing over here... :-D

Re Cap of My Life (I've been busy with school and such, hence the lack of blogging)

This is an ACE llama i drew in class :-D

So... long time no blog... best get the zero people who read this up to speed with my life... so i think my ex is now officially my "friend"... which is surprisingly nice... i mean i still reeeaaally like him but friends will be fine... better then never seeing him again...

so yeah... you may have noticed i'm in a pretty good mood... well better then usual... that's because ALL my exams of this school year ended today!!! whoop!!! also i'm just generally quite happy... which is good... i've been having rubbish sleep lately but that's really a minor thing...

anyway... back to my ex... i put this picture up on facebook of me and my friend sam kissing and my dumbass (well no he's like this insane physics genius) ex (who as i mentioned is now officially my friend) left this comment "Awwwh XD I'm happy for you, xx"... i called him... told him it was just to chat but i subtly made it very clear things between me and sam are NOT like that... but still... what does he mean "I'm happy for you" i mean if i saw him kissing a girl i be like "NOOOOOOOoooo!!!" i suppose he's just over me... kind of sucks... but i kind of knew anyway... so yes i digress... Strangely Happily Unhinged :-]

Love Doodles

Some more love doodles... told you they'd come.... eventually :-P

Last Kiss

Yo all... i know i promised doodles BUT i actually managed to write a poem that i ACTUALLY like... first for everything right??? so yeah here you go... it's called 'last kiss'

The thrill that once ran through me
Is now a thread of fear
And what once came as laughter
Has now become a tear
You’re eyes, they used to glisten
I think they lost their shine
You’re lips, though soft seem distant
Even caressing mine
You’re hands are cold and empty
As they venture in my hair
They hold no heat or passion
Just floating like cold air
You’ve now become a darkness
A shadow long been cast
And the worst part of the kiss we share
Is knowing it’s our last.