MUN guy-Sad- Distracted

Sooo... it's been two days since MUN... i met a really nice guy there... but he's 19... and i'm 14... so that sucks... and even though i know it's out of my control what age we are i still feel like i F-ed it all up in typical me style... but yeah... we're gonna be "friends" though... meeting him for coffee on friday... sigh... it was so weird last night on the phone we found out how old the other was and he seemed to have like a silent freak out... then it seemed so dead and over so like the second he hung up i burst into tears... but then he texted me and yeah... now we're gonna be "friends"... which i assume means he'll meet me for coffee on friday then try and run away from all thoughts of me... sigh... so that's had me kind of distracted... I don't have the energy to be weird... Depressed Unhinged :-[